Today I feel the need to write as a means of procrastination. I am supposed to be packing boxes ready for the move but I just can't bring myself to do it!
I don't know if I'm scared, or if I'm still in denial about this trip? It doesn't feel real yet. Michael and I travelled to Sydney last week for a day just to submit my application for my Visa. This took all of 5 minutes and then we had to waste the rest of the day in Sydney. But until I have my Visa and my passport back in my hands, I suppose I still feel like its not worth packing.
But I also know that if I continue with this attitude, I'll get my Visa and suddenly have a week to pack and sort and store my entire life here in Australia. I just can't risk leaving it that long!
My brain is in over drive and is screaming at me to do a million things, but my body is almost going slow motion in comparison. I can't move, I can't remember what I'm trying to do, I'm confused about where I'm going and I'm constantly forgetting things. I know its silly. I know I need to just start somewhere and before you know it, half the house will be done.
Ah well, best get back to it. As much as I would prefer to stay and blog all day, I need to do other things.
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